fighting!!

wahaha~~its0501 now and im still awake...
i think most of the bio STPM-mers is having their sweet dream now?? ha~how nice....
but im still awake fighting with actin myosin...

few minutes ago i had a war with the devil..He pulled me to visit the dreamland..luckily..dear Angel pulled me back..She asked me to fight for a while more...so i chose to post something at here..which will activates my nervous system and also secrete more brain juice..haha....for most of the people including me, online=charge battery right...wahaha....dont deny it...zzz....

i start to crap already...in wee wang wang mode currently...plan to sleep until 1300 then prepare then straight away go to school...dont want to have extra time to suffer and also for some question to appear suddenly.. i dont want to check back the notes...i want to take the exam so badly now...even since just now when i started to revise all the notes again...i wished the exam paper is just right in front of me so that i can answer it and passup that's all..all the papers can just come together...is better right...finish it in 1 week rather than suffer for whole 1 month..ish!!hate it!!!wawawa......faster come!!! i want to say good bye to STPM already...although i might miss it...huk huk huk.....

owh!!! tell you something that will activates me more...wahoho!!! i finally finished download the show that show us next year's TVB new series..wahaha..maybe im a bit too late...but...wahaha!!! looking forward to the 《回到三国》..ahaha...got 吴卓羲！！！wahaha.....the trailler is so nice..lol...i like the "double gas"..i have been laugh until cant stop while watching that...zzz....and some Mosses's series....and also Bosco!!! 2011 2011!!!! im waiting for you...but before that a lot of TVB are waiting for me also......

公主嫁到 五味人生 摘星之旅 刑警 谈情说案 读心神探 还有一大堆~~~~~
！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

see you all after less than three weeks~~ dont miss me too much~~!!

wahaha.......
someone is calling me...i better go now... action potential...im coming!!!

bu she de

just finished my 《No Regrets》..sobs....
made me cry again..saw those fans leave comment at the webpage..totally agree with them..feel so empty after the ending..like somebody had stole part of my heart..what else to watch after this..sobs...haha..is it too over?? but really lorr...so touch and nice..luckily the editor made them together..although just four years..like what YongYong said: even if its just one second, its consider forever already...（不明白吗？我知道我英文烂啦。。就是，就算只在一起一秒钟，我们已经是一生一世。。）very touch lor..when he told this to QingQing...cheated my tears...
anyways..their wrinkles quite fake..haha....and also the last part!!...

不知道将来我走的时候，谁会在天上等我呢？

那要看是你先走还是我先走。。如果我先走，就是我等你~~




argh!!! 喜欢~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
gonna rewatch it after STPM!!!!!! and also 《Rosy Business》!!!!!!!
wayne sang 《Rosy Business》's theme song..so nice...remind me of cai gao, sei lai lai and also pang hang...ahaha....remind me of redang too...we watched that during the jouney~~aha~~~~suddenly the song appear at the end of the show..quite surprise..but match...ha~~~~

kla bye~~

counting down in 24 hours

wawawa..i'm so scare..huk huk huk....
today all of them went out for wedding dinner and i stay at home alone to study..i finished my notes officially..i mean, i looked through all of them..but..i dont think i can remember..sobs...
just now when i was studying, my dad helped me to massage my head and neck..felt so warm...tears rolling in my eyes..zzz.....

he asked me : your brain got so big or not?
i know he is worry about me because yesterday also he saw me burned midnight oil....sacrificed those nice food, stay at home alone,facing books..i know he scare my brain will burst or stress until become crazy like those smart people ahaha....i know how to control myself 1 laaa...since last week i changed my mode to half-give-up mode already..so...just try my best lorrr....if cant get nice result also cant do anything 1 maa....really funny lorr....ask that question while massaging my head..like investigating my brain like that..zzz..

then,
i asked my brother: how if i fail ar??
i really scare..i cant even imagine what result will i get...
he answered me: cry lorr...
ha~~that's true...what else we can do??..wahaha..........see me cry~T.T

wawawa...help help!!! i am so scare~~~
went mcd again just now..i like to eat when i feel stress...wawawa......initially want to eat roti i love you 1..but no one want to accompany me to that mamak...i dont want to go down order as there have a lot of samseng-like people..zzz...so i chose mcd drive-thru...my first time at mcd..wahaha....actually not that scary as i imagined...i thought will be like siao people talking to some strange box..haha....the service quite nice also..better than kfc 1..because it will show you how much you have to pay...aha...

err..what am i doing?? i suppose to continue my gametangium...ish...they dont want to stay in my brain eh..so i have to visit them again...so that i will remember their face more...sobs sobs...they are so cruel!!! wawawa......

sot already...suddenly feel like blogging in english...my english really very bad lorr..i want to improve!! before this dont like to show my english in public..then..suddenly feel like...dont care laa...you want to laugh just laugh lorr..i cant see your face also.....as long as i can improve..

argh!!!!! wo yao si liao..hen xiang ku dan shi mei you yan lei..wawawa....wo ku bu chu..zen yang hao..hen xiang ba ya li dou ku zhou ke shi jiu shi ku bu chu!!! hua yu hai shi bi jiao hao da..zzz....dan shi bu ke yi yi zhi zhe yang..yao jin bu..bu ran shang liao da xue zen me ban?? wah~ jiang dao jiang hao ting...dou bu zhi dao hui na dao shen me cheng ji..hai wang xiang jin da xue...huk huk huk...shei lai jiu wo??? wawawawawawawawawawawawa....xin hen zhong..hen xiang wa chu lai kan xia..tou nao ye shi..shi bu shi man le??? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

 dont care already laa....better go to sleep now!! good night~~

Ending's eve

OMG!!

finally this show is going to end tomorow!!! 2hours's ending..cant wait to see how they end the story..i hope it wont be too bad..

sure i wont miss it la..although im going to have bio2 on tuesday , chem2 on wednesday and bio1 on thursday..three days continuously..which i havent 100% prepare it..i really could'nt resist it...if dont watch sure i will keep thinking until cant study also 1..so, in order to avoid the wasting of my brain juice studying for nothing..better watch it first..ahaha...i know some of u might be scolding me now..how can you sacrifice your result for this?? can watch after exam also maa...why have to torture yourself watching it on this time??

wahaha...i like ak..hmph!!

《No Regrets》

is a must-watch-series..it cheated litress of my tears....  yet, still strongly recommend it!!!!!!!!!!!

the best series in this year wahaha...

really hope they will win prizes also for this year..like last year's 《Rosy Business》..the best series of the year..and also the best main character..wahoho...

the most profound memory of me for wayne lai yiu cheung (just googled his english name lol) is the series《journey to the west》..ahaha....he acted as jv bat gai..remember?? let me refresh your memory...

tadaa~~~

wahaha....after watched that series i got bad impression towards him..that is, he is very hamsap..so whenever my friends recommend his series to me, i will be like "yer..jv bat gai ar?? dont want laaa..." funny huh??..i shouldnt be so immature as some of it really quite nice and funny..zzz...

after 10years++

really 180° transform lorr..like change into another person already..i mean the character that he acted larr..what u thought i'm saying the real him?? i will tell you hows the real him after i meet him k..hoho..siao..zzz

after watched 《Rosy Business》and 《No Regrets》

he really very yeng lorrr...aha....

yeng right...

disagree with me?? so u support the down 1 larr??

zzz

your wish lorr...

yiieeerrrr...hamsap lou..zzz

actually felt quite frustrated for the revision..i revised..but when i try to do exercise...still so many mistake..that's why i dont like to do exercise as it is very discouraging for me...huk huk huk..

whatever it is..3 more weeks to go..7papers are coming..

the same thing..

jia you jia you jia you!!!

felt better after 《NG》1 episode..

wahaha...

oxaloacetate!!

im coming!!!

530

心好重
压力大?
哈
我猜不是
应该是迟睡导致肝火旺盛
热到心脏兴奋得有点沉重



STPM PA2倒数少过24小时
还没开始准备
哈?
服了我吗??
很怕自己会后悔
是不是应该早点读??
老师都讲我们总把时间浪费在其他没有把握的科目
读酱多嘛不是拿不到A
为什么不专注在容易拿A的??
zzz
我也不懂
不crap了

yer
我在suffer扬在relax eh
你看
他就在享受着海风的抚摸 和阳光的温暖
我却在这里和睡魔搏斗
哇哇哇

突然很想念他
哈~
平时很少和家人sms
今天他突然msg我
搞到我很想念他
sms我讲他准备上游艇前往兰卡威
哈哈哈!!!
这个我笑了很久
我真的不知道原来langkawi叫做兰卡威咯
不是浮罗交怡咩??
不知道做么就觉得很好笑
傻

search到他住的酒店有这个

想起他的跳水纪录片
啊哈哈~~
很好笑

k咯
继续拼搏!!
加油加油加油!!!

凑热闹

我不想哭的 

可是大家都哭 

我也来凑热闹 　　　　　 

~~~~哇哇哇~~~ 

#(┬＿┬)泣! 

我哭 我哭 我哭哭哭  

其实也不知道有什么好哭 

关于学业 

我想我是真的看太开了 

不是好事我知道 

可是我还能怎么办??  

是因为"背叛"这两个字 

我无意间看到的 

不知道做么它们就出来凑热闹了 

被人背叛是什么感觉? 

背叛人是什么感觉??   

眼泪 

流吧 流吧 流吧 

再加水  

傻!  

读书啦~~

倒数两天!

STPM

来吧!!~~~~

也快点走吧~~~~

=DDD

Just march into the exam hall with your head lifted up. Victory is in your hands!

i like this..and i will!!

thanks wei wei~~

(lol)

No Regrets

I broke my promise..tvb is just like a drug for me..especially the new series "NO REGRETS"...i really cant stop once i started..

promised myself not to touch tvb until stpm over...

but i just cant control myself..

gave myself a lot of excuses and started to watch the 1st episode..

who knows...i continue to watch until no need to sleep..

because of this i stay awake since yesterday 1830...

keep telling myself after each episode i must stop but i just cant resist to continue...

what am i doing on this time???

i suppose to study until no day no night..

look what i have done??

我是自甘堕落

如果成绩不好是我自己拿来衰的

那么没有纪律

那么不守信

叫我读书读没有几个小时就睡着

煲戏竟然可以煲通宵

还要煲到现在还酱精神

我真的没得救了

。。。

T.T

可是真的很好看

哇哇哇

。。。

浪费时间

压力大到我不想继续

可以放弃吗？？

不可以！！

我还有时间！！

要加油！！

最近喜欢看其他地方中六生的blog

才知道不是只有我们在死亡边缘挣扎

可是有些人真的很轻松

很羡慕他们

怎么可以这样看得开

搞到我觉得给自己太大压力了

考得再好又如何？？

失败了又如何？？

哇~~

我酱想是不是看太开了？？

然后

最近一个朋友的blog都很阴沉

觉得他是不是太超过了

我想像不到那种感觉是什么

无法体会

可是就是

很想叫他加油！

真的

加油！！

但

我算什么

我们不是什么知心朋友

平时聊天都没有几句

我太鸡婆了啦

管好自己啦！！！

这几天都在幻想实现梦想时的生活会是怎样

一直很犹豫这个工作到底适不适合我

我不想要当医生的压力和责任

可是

我那么懒

真的适合我吗？？

想想下我还是喜欢

可能还没接触到所以想象的都是美好的？？

啊啊啊啊啊！！！

回来咯~

读书啦TJ！！

传说没有安全感的孩子会…

1.会爱音乐，非常非常爱
2.怕黑，却习惯晚睡
3.隐藏真正的心事
4.喜欢有口袋的衣服，否则会不知道手放在哪里
5.习惯抱臂习惯冷战
6.会突然不知所措
7.喜欢窗户，喜欢角落，喜欢蜷缩
8.喜欢写字和阅读
9.莫名的孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感
10.不爱说话或很爱说话
11.心事放在心里最温柔的地方，有一个自己的世界
12.自信的面对他人，因为怕别人看见自己的脆弱
13.神经非常敏感，总是多愁善感
14.心地善良，乐于帮助他人，同情弱小
15.会有几个可以交心的朋友，而且他们很可能会成为一辈子的朋友
16.哭的时候被别人看见的话，会极力的掩饰
17.会很在乎或者很无所谓
18.会舍不得自己难过，却无法改变
19.会希望很骄傲地活着
20.会突然难过很久很久，又突然没心没肺地笑