Saturday, December 11, 2010

Versatile Blogger Award


 yeah, im boring..that's why i'm here..got this award few days ago..and i dont think im that versatile also..zzz...
So to accept this award, u must:
(1) thank and link the person who gave you this award;
(2) share seven facts about yourself;
and (3) pass the award to seven other blogs that u've recently discovered and leave them a note to tell them about the award.

so, firstly, i would like to thank to dear kohchui for giving me this award which i dont think i should get it..zzz...here's her link.. ha...thanks...

Facts about me:

guess what i will tell you?? zzz...sorry to banana, im going to type in chinese..wahaha.....

1=》我不喜欢别人了解我。。尤其当我在掩饰自己时,我讨厌你拆穿我。。
(有了第一个fact你觉得我还会继续让你了解我吗??你会猜不会吧。。哈哈。。可是给你猜对的话我不就输了?所以继续。。其实也是因为游戏规则啦。。)

2=》我不了解自己、善变。。
(说了我不了解自己,你还会相信这些我自己告诉你,所谓的facts吗?zzz)

3=》我讨厌选择。。懂我的人都知道。。我讨厌去小贩中心。。总括来说我就是怕后悔。。我不想因为下错一步棋而后悔一生。。就算只是简单的 “今晚几点要睡觉?”

4=》我讨厌惊喜。就是,那种很惊的。。我不会解释。。简单来说,我不会给表情。。因为习惯掩饰。。然后不想让人看到我不知所措。。

5=》因为《海派甜心》,喜欢上粉红顽皮豹。。

6=》因为《下一站·幸福》,喜欢上海绵宝宝。。

7=》爱煲戏!

哈哈。。都是一些习惯的东西。。至于具体的。。就不多说了。。等你们慢慢了解吧。。其实真的觉得多才多艺不适合我。。不觉得吗??我有什么才能??但也可能是因为现实生活中得不到,所以在这虚拟世界里给我一些甜头,让我开心一下吧。。哈~再次谢谢各位支持我的fans。。lol。。自恋。。

lastly, i would like to pass this award to:

Fam Sze Zheng
Foong Zi Yang
Chen Seow Ying
Wong Zhi Qing
Edwin Loh Ern Wei
Michelle Yoong Hwei Lin
Christine Lee Yee Thong




the day of today

im here again...i find it very hard to concentrate at home..1stly because of a lot of distraction..plus lack of stress...because we still have few days to the next paper..sigh.....can the day come faster?? cant wait to finish the exam..2more papers wahaha......

recently..ya, this two days everyone is talking about the suicidal case because of love..does it really worth it?? i don't plan to give any comment as im not that person or the relative of the victim and im not even their friends...zzz...i just wonder, does love really that powerful??

planned to watch my zhong wu yan after the exam...but..due to my laziness towards study, i watched 1 episode just now..argh!! Qi Xuan's dad died already...so pity...wawawa...7episode more to go...haha...trying very hard to control myself not to straight away watch the last episode..haha...owh ya!! i watched the 1st episode of 《流氓校长》..new taiwan drama..got 小鬼and曾之乔..got 吴孟达also..i find it quite interesting.. i think i will follow this drama?? haha..another new taiwan's drama is the 《channel X》by郑元畅and郭采洁...i havent really start to watch it because its like some serious drama..maybe the interesting part havent start yet?? zzz....will test few episode before give up it...

next..talk about my tvb..argh!! i miss them..especially when saw peng's update about the tvb2010..got a few i havent watch yet..she promise me will save for me 1..dont know she got keep or not leh?? gonna save from her once i finish my exam..hoho...wait for me!!!!

planned to burn midnight oil again..that's why i'm wasting time here..once i plan to study at a specific time, i wont start it early even if i got nothing else to do, i will just force myself to sleep..ish..how can i be like this??..and yesterday heard bra they all discuss about maths1..ish...i dont dare to listen laa...dont discuss in front of me please..and bra told me too the marks he got for PA1..wawawa...i dont dare to check too..becaue i shot many of them..zzz...

wawawa...can i on FB now?? actually i dont think hibernating my FB does help me to be more hardworking or pay attention on my studies..because i tend to find other things to do..such as tv, sleep, blogging, loitering around rather than touching my bookss...but since i had made the decision, i have to force myself to follow..and also, this is the 1st time i can hold my promise for so long..that is around two months already...didnt on my FB account...another four++ days to go..then i'll be consider successfully compliance with my promise wahaha..zzz....the very 1st time..everytime also cant hold my promise long 1...advise to myself, dont make promise easily and irrationally next time..zzz

wah..crap also can crap so long ar..zzz....yer..i want to type in chinese laaa...maybe i should stick to what i like?? not try to change myself into some species that i dont know..zzz....





Thursday, December 9, 2010

Happy birthday~

yesterday, 20101208 was my superdaddy's birthday...went to Hoitong steambut restaurant...because of maths1 today, i didnt really enjoy the food there..to avoid stomachache..argh~~~tomyam soup!!!!~~~~~....let the photo do the talking~


here's the superman~~
he is so pity because he reached there earlier than us and prepared and cooked food for us padahal we are the 1 that should do those things because he was the birthday boy of the day..zzz...thanks anyways..love you dad...



superman with superwoman

gor~

fatty~

yang~he dont want to let me capture..i forced him..waha....

the family photos are quite blurr..so...didnt upload it..continue...

my favourite..aimay!!!!wahaha......amat sangat the sedap....


this is the new things there...last time didnt notice got this..quite nice...got the taste of sea..aha.....
must try..but dont eat too much..high cholesterol arr.....

some of the foodss....



can see my bro's gf?? haha....

tomyam yeemee~~~i want i want!!!

haha..they waiting for the shell of the giant lala to open...

here's the giant lala...=DD

we ate until 2230++...dad knew i got exam the next morning..that's why we went back early...i was so sleepy because the day before i didnt sleep and yesterday's afternoon went to library revise for maths...
he dont know we got another surprise for him...

tadaa~~~
happy birthday my lovely superdaddy...lol..


love you forever~~

hihi....simply took a jacket to wear because i was wearing pyjamas that time..zzz....and ofcourse, spec to cover my dark circle..ish...Yang the lousy cameraman...so blurr...

i dont like blueberry..but...forced to eat 1 piece...i want yam 1 laaa......
next time must buy yam 1 ar...


that's all for yesterday's night..
..........................................................................................................................................................

and now, just finished my maths1..quite ok actually..not to say very hard..thanks for the surprise..i dont know how to show convergent..and also what equation of K that have only 1 root, 2 roots and 3 roots..what is that?? wawawa....anyway hope what i did all correct lor..god bless me~~~i didnt check at all...for those that i can find answer..zzz....
next paper--> maths2...next tuesday..then chem1..then...merdeka!! merdeka!!! cant wait for the second to come...wahaha....
stole from yannie's blog..waha...argh!!! i looked so pale...zzz...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Reddie blog

so hows the new look of my blog? wahaha...will make up for her again so that she will look prettier...ha~~~

tagged by KC about some award..will update about it later k~

yeah..3more papers to go..since form1, my habit of studying maths is just read from notes..and those working in exercise..i dont like to practise or do exercise before the exam..still the same for now..i just read whatever i have..but, changed a bit la..i will redo some tough question so that i can remember the solutions more..

ish...what am i crapping here..zzz...tomorrow will be maths1..hope the questions are not too challenging..i dont like challenge 1...and please dont give me any surprise...allehluya~~

today is someone's birthday~~happy birthday birthday boy~~will blog about him when i'm free...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

Saturday, December 4, 2010

wahai~~

since thursday 1530, i had took a long long rest until now..havent really started my PA yet...yesterday addicted to viwawa again..played with my bro until just now 12pm..then slept til 1930...i planned to start PA yesterday but...aih.....anothe planning for today...12am start PA...hope i can finish it larrr...just read those dasar wat.....the previous chapter like read many times dy...and very less possibility compare with dasar..so..hehe.....BTW, sushido so nice~~~~~~ wahaha......

finally..the toughest week had passed~~~wee~~~.left 4 times to meet my friends at school...for those art class 1..left 1 time...i think we wont gonna meet each other anymore after that?? because not many are close to me...all i knew is just my classmate..aha~~~hope that we really can keep in touch....lalala....what am i crapping here...zzz

recently keep thinking my plan after STPM..wahaha...i have many things to do...hope i really can follow my plan la..dont like last time..plan already but keep postponed...due to my laziness...zzz....

PA PA gogogo~~~!!! b4 that, sushido a while first~~

Thursday, December 2, 2010

STPM Biology

倒数10小时我就要和FORM6生物学说再见了~我一定会很想你的~~

中四开始会分生物学,物理和化学。从一开始比较喜欢生物学,到喜欢化学,到现在两个都普普通通。。不知不觉我们当朋友四年了咯。。

读到很无聊来偷懒一下。。
只想介绍陪了我一年半的战友。。

~战友们~

这两兄弟是主角。。可是戏份超级少。。自从有了补习。。根本就不想动他们。。看他们的外表就可以知道他们被遗弃的程度。。

我最喜欢的topics~~有很多。。
很多都是form5时很讨厌的。。可是上了form6竟然爱上了。。补习notes影响~~太容易读了吧。。
好像photosynthesis,所有关于plant的东西。。还有digestion和heart。。尤其是那颗心脏。。我从来没有明白过它的structure。。到现在我也是迷迷糊糊的。。很奇怪做么form6没有digestion。。难道是太容易了??为什么我不会的??zzz

抱着人有我也要有的心态。。复制了这两个路人甲乙出来。。看她们华丽的外表就可以知道她们的贡献有多少。。zzz。。。

又是一对有着洁白无瑕外表的路人丙丁。。会复制他们的原因是因为抱着自己长大了会改变的心态。。怎知道。。上了中六,我依然是我。。懒惰虫离不开我。。我不习惯做练习。。改不了。。

这个,同样的心态。。还打算trial之前把他们消化完。。结果??我只做了两三个paper1。。算给足面子了咯。。其实也是看到很多人都买。。然后被老师说photostat没有酱美喔~~~~~zzz
结果??厚厚一本还要加买国语版的。。


虽然他们是配角。。可是在我心中,他们是最棒的~~哇哈哈~~~感觉好像在promote着补习中心。。zzz。。。可是真的很整齐咯那些资料。。喜欢。。会珍藏~~
有没有发现他们的样子特别大咧。。是拉。。我偏心。。

这是补习老师给我们的最后冲刺。。感觉。。没有什么用。。还是比较喜欢那些配角~~~

存在的原因是Rizal讲每一科都必须准备一个file来放功课。。教育局要检查。。结果??检查到哪里去了??连他自己都没有检查过。。没有什么功课。。都只是考卷和一些上课抄的无聊notes罢了。。

这个gene and regulation曾经让我气炸。。老师竟然连着两次考试出同样的题目。。一模一样。。我还是不会。。结果?补习老师一点我就通了。。看会自己写的答案不知道是好气还是好笑。。酱我都写的出来。。

第一次fail bio。。emo了一阵子。。还把它贴在房墙上警惕自己。。可是视乎没有什么作用。。还是有第二次的fail。。

好想当时画的是这个心脏。。可以拿回来交换吗??
(那天paper2 叫我们画心脏和解释。。15分eh。。希望diagram不要酱多分咯。。我乱画的。。)


就这样最后集在这里的。。
虽然舍不得。。可是。。谁要买??哈哈哈。。。有折扣!!!



Bio万岁  bio万岁
不知道做么
纯碎想叫
哈~~~
笑!

pimplesss

why?? why is pimplesss...not pimple less...zzz....recently keep BMO...acne pimpless all pop out to say hi with me..ish...not just face...just now when i scratch my back...found a pimples that hide behind there..ish...playing hide and seek with me ar?? then my head also got a few..wawawa.......after today will be ok gua...after tomorrow's paper no need to burn the oil until morning already...got some times between each paper...

told may i will start from the last two chapter since 2300...now 0200 already...i havent start anything...another sleepless night..owh nolaa...actually i just woke up from nap..cant stand it after watched the 法证先锋大结局on ntv7..zzz....

then when i woke up..feel like onlining..here i am..just now suddenly feel like printing photo..because never try before and dont feel like studying...so..i succeeded print out two..but why so dark 1....zzz....

i got many accumulated photo to wash eh..but then now i thinking to change my mind...feel like buying some 'advance album'...i dont know what it call...saw someone using that to view photo...so nice....can bring it to anywhere...light and can store many photo also...zzz....err...is it ipad?? hahaha...dont know la...just ipad got that function only meh??? dont have others??? lalala...im katak bawah tempurung...

k larr......abscisic acid is waiting for me le....byebye...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

spongebob squarepants~~lalalalila.....

hua hua hua~~~ byebye chemistry2...actually i shouldnt feel sad or dissapointed or what not..last minute is like that 1 ma....i knew it...guess what....unlike yesterday...i totally forgot the questionsss just now...this means what?? i dont know what i wrote also..just write all the chemstry words inside...even its wrong also...just want to fullfill the answer sheet to reduce my guity...
officially say goodbye to my chemistry A's shadow...before the test also just can cee the light shadow only..now?? huh....i just wish to pass..dont care already...owh! no..i still have to care for paper 1..so that i can pass....sobs......

actually compare to bio i like chemistry more...more 0.0001% la..both also i like..but..aih....i like chemistry because of my teacher..suddenly so miss her pulak...my form4 chem teacher...she really good in teaching..i like the way she taught us although she is quite strict at first..she teach us with her passion towards chemistry...that's when i started to love chemistry..and become friend with it...that's why i always so relax and enjoy reading it i think.....lalala..whatever result i will get...i will still love it forever..eventhough might not see it again after 16th december...wawa....

why like so down 1??..cheer up...tomorrow got bio1!!wahoho..gonna revise again..those that i skip during paper2 and those that i dont understand and also those that i dislike...my mum said..你越不喜欢它就偏会出。。..its true...so..jia you!!

just now morning i keep feel like vomitting...i should guessed that that's the signal god gave me..zzz...whatever it is...byebye chemistry2~~wow wow....

another 5papers to go..wahaha~~~~~

unfair!!

siao!!! im retyping this post..zzz.....due to my stupidness....i had wasted half and hour at here...zzz....but i chose to retype it because dont want to let the wasted time to become unvaluable....wawawa....

havent finish my chem revision..less left than 8 hours to study...another sleepless night....

went to school with my zombie look today...i know i looked so pale..i wanted to wear a mask but the weather is too hot..zzz...so..finally finished my biology2...yesterday when revising felt so unfair..we studied STPM bio for 1 and a half years....although i didnt fully use the time...but we studied a lot of chaptersss...in the end, what came out?? where is my Ecdysis?? where is my immunity?? photosysthesis, krebs cycle, ODC...and the most important which is my favourite===GENETICS....where are them?? my mutation, my mendels law....i wanted to use endonuclease to cut the DNA fragment!!! where is it?? where is the PCR?? insulin production??? teacher still say will come out 2 question for genetics... but they didnt even show me their shadow...and also those cyclesss...finally i can keep them in my brain..those enzymes...where the ATP and NADH will go in the cycle..i remembered them...wawawa...so unfair!!!!

and the structure question they gave us....what competition?? seed development?? u dont know i dont like plant 1 meh?? why dont u give us embryology?? where is the reproduction and biodiversity??? zzz....somemore what enzyme they give us...ish!! my structure question GG le...zzz...
but luckily the essay still ok..i manage to choose four..which i got a lot of things to write...just write anything that i know..dont care whether is correct or wrong...no time to think also..zzz....

and..something happened that scared me!!! i laughed myself during the exam..then a pangawas come and see my slip..noooo!!!!! so scare i will be suspected in cheating....i wont so stupid 1 lorr.....wasted 1 and a half year to cheat in exam??? ish....still very worry about it....i want my result..although it wont be nice...sobs.........

so...still suffering..fighting with devil~~hungry and sleepy...yesterday just slept two hours and looked like a ghost..zzz.....continue with my chem laa...dont know why i feel so relax reading chem..it seem so easy to me...ya....i know i take it too lightly..i dont want to accept the fact that all i knew is just the skin of chemistry....the flesh and blood....urgh~~i cant imagine the situation tomorrow...wawawa...

help help!!!

owh! before that...finally less than 1 month to end 2010...what have i done for this year...after STPM just left around 14 days.....hope i can use them wisely and do something memorable before say good bye to HIM~~wahaha......good luck to me~~!!! stay awake until 1630~~~~~~~

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

fighting!!

wahaha~~its0501 now and im still awake...
i think most of the bio STPM-mers is having their sweet dream now?? ha~how nice....
but im still awake fighting with actin myosin...

few minutes ago i had a war with the devil..He pulled me to visit the dreamland..luckily..dear Angel pulled me back..She asked me to fight for a while more...so i chose to post something at here..which will activates my nervous system and also secrete more brain juice..haha....for most of the people including me, online=charge battery right...wahaha....dont deny it...zzz....

i start to crap already...in wee wang wang mode currently...plan to sleep until 1300 then prepare then straight away go to school...dont want to have extra time to suffer and also for some question to appear suddenly.. i dont want to check back the notes...i want to take the exam so badly now...even since just now when i started to revise all the notes again...i wished the exam paper is just right in front of me so that i can answer it and passup that's all..all the papers can just come together...is better right...finish it in 1 week rather than suffer for whole 1 month..ish!!hate it!!!wawawa......faster come!!! i want to say good bye to STPM already...although i might miss it...huk huk huk.....

owh!!! tell you something that will activates me more...wahoho!!! i finally finished download the show that show us next year's TVB new series..wahaha..maybe im a bit too late...but...wahaha!!! looking forward to the 《回到三国》..ahaha...got 吴卓羲!!!wahaha.....the trailler is so nice..lol...i like the "double gas"..i have been laugh until cant stop while watching that...zzz....and some Mosses's series....and also Bosco!!! 2011 2011!!!! im waiting for you...but before that a lot of TVB are waiting for me also......

公主嫁到 五味人生 摘星之旅 刑警 谈情说案 读心神探 还有一大堆~~~~~
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

see you all after less than three weeks~~ dont miss me too much~~!!

wahaha.......
someone is calling me...i better go now... action potential...im coming!!!

Monday, November 29, 2010

bu she de

just finished my 《No Regrets》..sobs....
made me cry again..saw those fans leave comment at the webpage..totally agree with them..feel so empty after the ending..like somebody had stole part of my heart..what else to watch after this..sobs...haha..is it too over?? but really lorr...so touch and nice..luckily the editor made them together..although just four years..like what YongYong said: even if its just one second, its consider forever already...(不明白吗?我知道我英文烂啦。。就是,就算只在一起一秒钟,我们已经是一生一世。。)very touch lor..when he told this to QingQing...cheated my tears...
anyways..their wrinkles quite fake..haha....and also the last part!!...

不知道将来我走的时候,谁会在天上等我呢?

那要看是你先走还是我先走。。如果我先走,就是我等你~~




argh!!! 喜欢~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
gonna rewatch it after STPM!!!!!! and also 《Rosy Business》!!!!!!!
wayne sang 《Rosy Business》's theme song..so nice...remind me of cai gao, sei lai lai and also pang hang...ahaha....remind me of redang too...we watched that during the jouney~~aha~~~~suddenly the song appear at the end of the show..quite surprise..but match...ha~~~~

kla bye~~

Sunday, November 28, 2010

counting down in 24 hours

wawawa..i'm so scare..huk huk huk....
today all of them went out for wedding dinner and i stay at home alone to study..i finished my notes officially..i mean, i looked through all of them..but..i dont think i can remember..sobs...
just now when i was studying, my dad helped me to massage my head and neck..felt so warm...tears rolling in my eyes..zzz.....

he asked me : your brain got so big or not?
i know he is worry about me because yesterday also he saw me burned midnight oil....sacrificed those nice food, stay at home alone,facing books..i know he scare my brain will burst or stress until become crazy like those smart people ahaha....i know how to control myself 1 laaa...since last week i changed my mode to half-give-up mode already..so...just try my best lorrr....if cant get nice result also cant do anything 1 maa....really funny lorr....ask that question while massaging my head..like investigating my brain like that..zzz..

then,
i asked my brother: how if i fail ar??
i really scare..i cant even imagine what result will i get...
he answered me: cry lorr...
ha~~that's true...what else we can do??..wahaha..........see me cry~T.T

wawawa...help help!!! i am so scare~~~
went mcd again just now..i like to eat when i feel stress...wawawa......initially want to eat roti i love you 1..but no one want to accompany me to that mamak...i dont want to go down order as there have a lot of samseng-like people..zzz...so i chose mcd drive-thru...my first time at mcd..wahaha....actually not that scary as i imagined...i thought will be like siao people talking to some strange box..haha....the service quite nice also..better than kfc 1..because it will show you how much you have to pay...aha...

err..what am i doing?? i suppose to continue my gametangium...ish...they dont want to stay in my brain eh..so i have to visit them again...so that i will remember their face more...sobs sobs...they are so cruel!!! wawawa......

sot already...suddenly feel like blogging in english...my english really very bad lorr..i want to improve!! before this dont like to show my english in public..then..suddenly feel like...dont care laa...you want to laugh just laugh lorr..i cant see your face also.....as long as i can improve..

argh!!!!! wo yao si liao..hen xiang ku dan shi mei you yan lei..wawawa....wo ku bu chu..zen yang hao..hen xiang ba ya li dou ku zhou ke shi jiu shi ku bu chu!!! hua yu hai shi bi jiao hao da..zzz....dan shi bu ke yi yi zhi zhe yang..yao jin bu..bu ran shang liao da xue zen me ban?? wah~ jiang dao jiang hao ting...dou bu zhi dao hui na dao shen me cheng ji..hai wang xiang jin da xue...huk huk huk...shei lai jiu wo??? wawawawawawawawawawawawa....xin hen zhong..hen xiang wa chu lai kan xia..tou nao ye shi..shi bu shi man le??? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

 dont care already laa....better go to sleep now!! good night~~

Ending's eve



OMG!!
finally this show is going to end tomorow!!! 2hours's ending..cant wait to see how they end the story..i hope it wont be too bad..
sure i wont miss it la..although im going to have bio2 on tuesday , chem2 on wednesday and bio1 on thursday..three days continuously..which i havent 100% prepare it..i really could'nt resist it...if dont watch sure i will keep thinking until cant study also 1..so, in order to avoid the wasting of my brain juice studying for nothing..better watch it first..ahaha...i know some of u might be scolding me now..how can you sacrifice your result for this?? can watch after exam also maa...why have to torture yourself watching it on this time??
wahaha...i like ak..hmph!!

《No Regrets》
is a must-watch-series..it cheated litress of my tears....  yet, still strongly recommend it!!!!!!!!!!!
the best series in this year wahaha...
really hope they will win prizes also for this year..like last year's 《Rosy Business》..the best series of the year..and also the best main character..wahoho...

the most profound memory of me for wayne lai yiu cheung (just googled his english name lol) is the series《journey to the west》..ahaha....he acted as jv bat gai..remember?? let me refresh your memory...
tadaa~~~
wahaha....after watched that series i got bad impression towards him..that is, he is very hamsap..so whenever my friends recommend his series to me, i will be like "yer..jv bat gai ar?? dont want laaa..." funny huh??..i shouldnt be so immature as some of it really quite nice and funny..zzz...

after 10years++
really 180° transform lorr..like change into another person already..i mean the character that he acted larr..what u thought i'm saying the real him?? i will tell you hows the real him after i meet him k..hoho..siao..zzz

after watched 《Rosy Business》and 《No Regrets》
he really very yeng lorrr...aha....

yeng right...
disagree with me?? so u support the down 1 larr??
zzz

your wish lorr...
yiieeerrrr...hamsap lou..zzz


actually felt quite frustrated for the revision..i revised..but when i try to do exercise...still so many mistake..that's why i dont like to do exercise as it is very discouraging for me...huk huk huk..
whatever it is..3 more weeks to go..7papers are coming..
the same thing..
jia you jia you jia you!!!
felt better after 《NG》1 episode..
wahaha...
oxaloacetate!!
im coming!!!

Monday, November 22, 2010

530

心好重
压力大?

我猜不是
应该是迟睡导致肝火旺盛
热到心脏兴奋得有点沉重



STPM PA2倒数少过24小时
还没开始准备
哈?
服了我吗??
很怕自己会后悔
是不是应该早点读??
老师都讲我们总把时间浪费在其他没有把握的科目
读酱多嘛不是拿不到A
为什么不专注在容易拿A的??
zzz
我也不懂
不crap了




yer
我在suffer扬在relax eh
你看
他就在享受着海风的抚摸 和阳光的温暖
我却在这里和睡魔搏斗
哇哇哇

突然很想念他
哈~
平时很少和家人sms
今天他突然msg我
搞到我很想念他
sms我讲他准备上游艇前往兰卡威
哈哈哈!!!
这个我笑了很久
我真的不知道原来langkawi叫做兰卡威咯
不是浮罗交怡咩??
不知道做么就觉得很好笑


search到他住的酒店有这个
想起他的跳水纪录片
啊哈哈~~
很好笑

k咯
继续拼搏!!
加油加油加油!!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

凑热闹

我不想哭的 
可是大家都哭 
我也来凑热闹       


~~~~哇哇哇~~~ 
#(┬_┬)泣! 
我哭 我哭 我哭哭哭  


其实也不知道有什么好哭 
关于学业 
我想我是真的看太开了 
不是好事我知道 
可是我还能怎么办??  


是因为"背叛"这两个字 
我无意间看到的 
不知道做么它们就出来凑热闹了 
被人背叛是什么感觉? 
背叛人是什么感觉??   



眼泪 
流吧 流吧 流吧 
再加水  


傻!  
读书啦~~
倒数两天!
STPM
来吧!!~~~~
也快点走吧~~~~

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

=DDD

Just march into the exam hall with your head lifted up. Victory is in your hands!

i like this..and i will!!
thanks wei wei~~
(lol)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

No Regrets

I broke my promise..tvb is just like a drug for me..especially the new series "NO REGRETS"...i really cant stop once i started..
promised myself not to touch tvb until stpm over...
but i just cant control myself..
gave myself a lot of excuses and started to watch the 1st episode..
who knows...i continue to watch until no need to sleep..
because of this i stay awake since yesterday 1830...
keep telling myself after each episode i must stop but i just cant resist to continue...
what am i doing on this time???
i suppose to study until no day no night..
look what i have done??
我是自甘堕落
如果成绩不好是我自己拿来衰的
那么没有纪律
那么不守信
叫我读书读没有几个小时就睡着
煲戏竟然可以煲通宵
还要煲到现在还酱精神
我真的没得救了
。。。
T.T

可是真的很好看
哇哇哇
。。。

Monday, November 8, 2010

浪费时间

压力大到我不想继续
可以放弃吗??
不可以!!
我还有时间!!
要加油!!

最近喜欢看其他地方中六生的blog
才知道不是只有我们在死亡边缘挣扎
可是有些人真的很轻松
很羡慕他们
怎么可以这样看得开
搞到我觉得给自己太大压力了
考得再好又如何??
失败了又如何??
哇~~
我酱想是不是看太开了??

然后
最近一个朋友的blog都很阴沉
觉得他是不是太超过了
我想像不到那种感觉是什么
无法体会
可是就是
很想叫他加油!
真的
加油!!
我算什么
我们不是什么知心朋友
平时聊天都没有几句
我太鸡婆了啦
管好自己啦!!!


这几天都在幻想实现梦想时的生活会是怎样
一直很犹豫这个工作到底适不适合我
我不想要当医生的压力和责任
可是
我那么懒
真的适合我吗??
想想下我还是喜欢
可能还没接触到所以想象的都是美好的??
啊啊啊啊啊!!!

回来咯~
读书啦TJ!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

传说没有安全感的孩子会…

1.会爱音乐,非常非常爱
2.怕黑,却习惯晚睡
3.隐藏真正的心事
4.喜欢有口袋的衣服,否则会不知道手放在哪里
5.习惯抱臂习惯冷战
6.会突然不知所措
7.喜欢窗户,喜欢角落,喜欢蜷缩
8.喜欢写字和阅读
9.莫名的孤单,无法抗拒的恐惧感
10.不爱说话或很爱说话
11.心事放在心里最温柔的地方,有一个自己的世界
12.自信的面对他人,因为怕别人看见自己的脆弱
13.神经非常敏感,总是多愁善感
14.心地善良,乐于帮助他人,同情弱小
15.会有几个可以交心的朋友,而且他们很可能会成为一辈子的朋友
16.哭的时候被别人看见的话,会极力的掩饰
17.会很在乎或者很无所谓
18.会舍不得自己难过,却无法改变
19.会希望很骄傲地活着
20.会突然难过很久很久,又突然没心没肺地笑

Friday, October 29, 2010

毕业

毕业,是一个沉重的动词;
毕业,是一个让人一生难忘的名词;
毕业,是感动时流泪的形容词;
毕业,是当我们以后孤寂时候,带着微笑和遗憾去回想时的副词;
毕业,是我们夜半梦醒,触碰不到而无限感伤的虚词。

若干年后,
假如我们还能够想起那段时光,
也许这不属于难忘,
也不属于永远,
而仅仅是一段记录了成长经历的回忆。

 

偷下骨头

前天突然想到
是不是应该来个毕业礼物?
就上网搜寻了一下
我知道我是慢了一点
发现了一个从来都不知道的"秘密"
哈哈~~


以前都会因为懒惰想
最简单的礼物就是杯子

活了十九年才知道
原来
送杯子是代表   
一辈子的祝福
哇~

我从来没有想过咯
原来在不知不觉中给了别人那么多一辈子的祝福
哈~
想起那些曾经送我杯子的人他们都知道这个意义
就觉得自己很幸福
=DD~

哈~
是有点幼稚啦
相框也是以前的其中一个选择
就是
锁住爱情
锁住友情


今天听到老师说的一句话
"成绩不棒,不代表你们不棒!! 尽情享受明天,然后就直冲到终点~"
听了很感动
我知道她是怕大家把自己搞疯
毕竟真的剩下不多时间就到高考了
不管了
让自己疯多最后一天
=DDDDD





别管以后将如何结束 至少我们曾经相聚过
不必费心地彼此约束 更不需要言语的承诺
只要我们曾经拥有过 对你我来讲已经足够
人的一生有许多回忆 只愿你的追忆有个我